Title: With a Bed of Rose Petals
Description: Taylor's Journal
Description: Taylor's Journal
Taylor Aven - March 3, 2010 08:37 PM (GMT)
Property of Taylor Falan Aven.
If lost then found, please return this to the Hufflepuff Common room.
Taylor Aven - March 3, 2010 11:31 PM (GMT)
Taylor Aven - March 8, 2010 05:26 AM (GMT)
Taylor Aven - March 11, 2010 02:11 PM (GMT)
Taylor Aven - March 31, 2010 02:52 AM (GMT)
The most wonderful thing happened to me. I met this wonderful young lady in the library. You know me, I just melted when I sat my eyes on her. But this time was different; I melted, yes, but it was different. I don't think I have ever experienced it before. Not to say I don't like this feeling, it's just different. She is the most beautiful, most perfect creature I have ever laid my eyes on- but 'creature' is not the proper word. Perhaps the proper word is ANGEL.
Taylor Aven - April 9, 2010 04:20 PM (GMT)
As quickly as I found her, she is snatched away from me. Would it be too much to say my heart as been snatched with her? Would it be too much to say I feel almost completely empty? There could have been some way I could have kept her safe, but I failed. This is completely my fault.
Taylor Aven - April 10, 2010 05:02 AM (GMT)
I sent my dad an owl, to ask if he was working on the case... I had to, I didn't know what to do. Lucy's gone and I can't do anything about it. I hope dad was put on the case... Lucy needs to be found, she needs to be safe. I am going to be mental if no one finds her...And, oh Merlin, I found out Mercedes has been taken too... I feel like this is all my fault. I could not protect either of them. What type of friend am I? I can't stand this.. I cannot just sit here while they're out there...I hope dad replies back soon.
Taylor Aven - June 14, 2010 06:50 AM (GMT)
It’s almost weird, having them back- because I still feel as though they are gone. That hole in my heart still sits, somehow... I do not understand it. Merc and Luce have been found, and they are safe back here... yet I still feel as though there is so much distance between us. What can I do? How can I help? Someone please, send me a suggestion, send me a sign... I need to help them. I feel so... helpless.
I am relieved they are safe... but i think there are a few other tihngs to worry about now.
and how am I going to tell Lucy what happened? I don’t.... think I can do it. I cannot even believe I did that... Well, I can but I cannot. I am rather disappointed in myself, to say that least. She deserves the best and it is not obvious that I am not the best. She deserves so much better... Maybe I should try to keep it from her as long as possible. I know it is wrong to do so, but... I cannot lose her. I wish I could have stopped myself for Lucy's sake. I do not think I am overreacting when I say that I am afraid of her reaction, because I already know what is going to happen. She will leave, no doubt, and be angry with me for what will feel like ages. When I build up the courage to tell her what happened, I am going to be accepting that I am a horrible excuse for a gentleman and I deserve everything she says and does. I just cannot believe I messed up...
I am relieved they are safe... but i think there are a few other tihngs to worry about now.
and how am I going to tell Lucy what happened? I don’t.... think I can do it. I cannot even believe I did that... Well, I can but I cannot. I am rather disappointed in myself, to say that least. She deserves the best and it is not obvious that I am not the best. She deserves so much better... Maybe I should try to keep it from her as long as possible. I know it is wrong to do so, but... I cannot lose her. I wish I could have stopped myself for Lucy's sake. I do not think I am overreacting when I say that I am afraid of her reaction, because I already know what is going to happen. She will leave, no doubt, and be angry with me for what will feel like ages. When I build up the courage to tell her what happened, I am going to be accepting that I am a horrible excuse for a gentleman and I deserve everything she says and does. I just cannot believe I messed up...